My wishes in advance to all my readers for a very happy Vinayaka Chaturthi! It falls this coming week, but I will be busy with my grandchildren, so I am posting ahead of time. May Lord Ganapati shower blessings on all! I have never made kozhukattais (मोदक), I should make an attempt sometime. Enjoy yours!
Have you all been reading about the furor over Sanatana Dharma? That there is a Sanatana Abolition Conclave in Tamil Nadu? I’ve been reading about it with great sadness. I too am strongly against caste discrimination, untouchability, gender-inequality etc. which are criticisms against Sanatana Dharma. Arguments made by Periyar and Ambedkar came from a place of bitter experience.
But is there not a difference between Sanatana Dharma and its interpretations? Is it not the same Sanatana Dharma which says ‘Tat Tvam Asi‘, ‘Ayam Atma Brahma‘ etc. without any caveat of caste, creed or sex? Surely, so many of the so-called rules and regulations have been made by human beings based on the societal norms of the time? When we say Sanatana Dharma, do we not mean something eternal, divine?
I know so little about all this that I cannot offer any arguments for my case. I am just sad that with the intention of removing divisiveness, even more division is being created. Is it not the time for humanity to stand undivided, in acceptance of each other and in sympathy, having a common goal to go forward?
You see, life has taught me that the divisions are superficial, that in reality there is a great commonality amongst us all. I was born in what the anti-Sanatana Dharma activists will call a privileged family – I was born in an educated, well-to-do Tamil Iyengar family. I didn’t know as a child that it was privileged. As I grew older, I saw the differences; it was the financial inequalities which gave me the most cause for thought, not the religious ones. My identity as an Iyengar girl-woman remained strong.
I married a Bengali who is not of the same caste. Many new cultural experiences came into my life. I started enjoying not only rasam-sadam but shukto and labra too. Food cooked in gingelly oil smelt as good as food cooked in mustard oil. I struggled with my husband’s non-vegetarianism; I still do. However, I do not question anyone’s choice to eat meat. Over time, my Iyengar-woman identity expanded to become an Indian-woman identity. I say ‘expanded’ because that core of Iyengar-woman has never been lost; even this blog and love of Carnatic Music originates from my upbringing, does it not.
At some point of time, we took up Australian citizenship. At that time, it was a practical choice. I was still very much an Indian-woman in my head. But over time, my links to my adopted land became more and more strong. My habits changed, my outlook too. I was no more the Indian woman who had left India’s shores in 1983 but an Indian-Australian woman. Then we moved to USA and then onto Switzerland where we lived for more than 16 years. I met and mixed with people from many parts of the world. My Indian-Australian identity too dropped to a large extent. Where I saw differences before, I started seeing only commonality. But I still clung to my ‘brown-coloured’ identity.
Then my children married white Australians. Ah what a grand university this life is! Every barrier gets broken whether you want it to or not! Now my extremely white, kind and gentle daughter-in-law is as dear to me as my daughter. My calm and steady, equally white son-in-law is a great match for my daughter. And best of all, my darling grandchildren, who are a grand mix of ethnicities, are the apples of my eyes! I am now almost colour-blind! I say ‘almost‘ because though I don’t differentiate based on ethnicity, I do notice it. Maybe the time will come when I will not even notice it anymore.
Of course, I still have endless discriminatory thoughts! I cannot see criminals, child-abusers and wife-beaters with the same sense of oneness. I can be quite judgemental in other ways too. The difference is this – I know intellectually that we are all the same and that it is my shortcoming that I cannot truly experience it.
What has divisiveness / oneness to do with Ganesh Chaturthi, you may wonder! The thought came to me that in a Hindu universe made of so many sects and subsects, of philosophical differences and regional preferences, Ganapati may well be the one God who is worshipped across most geographical and sectarian divides in India. I wonder if I am right… Hard core Sri Vaishanvites will no doubt demur, but still…
I have chosen a charming kriti composed by Muthiah Bhagavatar – ‘Gam Ganapate’ in Hamsadhwani – to celebrate the occasion. Here are the Trichur Brothers with a rousing rendition in the video below (listen from 50:39 to 59:40). I do like their beautiful voices, always such a pleasure to listen to!
Footnote: Lyrics and Translation
Composer : Muthiah Bhagavathar
Raga : Hamsadhwani
Language : Sanskrit
पल्लवि
गं गणपते नमो नम शङ्करि तनय नमो नम
अनुपल्लवि
अङ्कुश धर मङ्गलकर पङ्कज चरणा वारणा
चरणम्
पङ्कजासनादि वन्दित भक्तार्ति हरण मुदित
कुङ्कुमाप गुण निधे हरिकेश कुमार मन्दार
Transliteration
pallavi
gam gaNapatE namO nama shankari tanaya namO nama
anupallavi
ankusha dhara mangala kara pankaja charaNA vAraNA
charaNam
pankajAsanAdi vandita bhaktArti haraNa mudita
kunkumApa guNa nidhE harikEsha kumAra mandAra
Translation
pallavi
Gam (Bija mantra of Ganapati)! Salutations (namO nama) to Ganapati! Salutations (namO nama) to the son (tanaya) of Parvati (Shankari – wife of Shiva)!
anupallavi
Salutations to (implied) the elephant-faced one (vAranA) who holds (dhara) a goad (ankusha), who causes (kara) welfare and auspiciousness (mangala), who has lotus-like (pankaja) feet (charaNa).
charaNam
Salutations to (implied) the Ganesha deity made from Indian Coral tree root (mandAra, a sacred tree – unsure of this translation), who is worshipped (vandita) by Brahma (pankaja Asana – the lotus-throned-one) etc (Adi), who removes (haraNa) the grief (Arti) of devotees (bhakta), who is pleased (mudita) with Kumkum and water (kunkuma Apa – unsure of this translation), who is a reservoir (nidhi) of good qualities (guNa), the son (kumAra) of Shiva (harikEsha, also signature of composer).